Author: zeronom

The Harvest has Begun, Adjust to Survive

I speak for God.

The energetic configuration of the unseen world has changed since 2011, and the rewards for certain actions have been altered. This is the way of the father. I say that as a confirmed and baptized Christian although I do not believe it is the only path. The timing of this event can be discerned from the mathematical technique of astrology. Using this method, we see that 2,150 years ago the star Regulus moved into the tropical sign of Leo. Shortly thereafter Julius Caesar and Jesus (Ishoa) the Christ were born. 

When Regulus is in Leo, qualities like enthusiasm, belief, faith, and extroversion are highly rewarded with worldly power. Thus as history shows, over the last 2,000 years we saw the rise of kings and emperors, where the Leo energetic dominant males tended to have the most God for the least effort. Now that Regulus has moved into Virgo, the male Leonic type person (Donald Trump) is no longer getting that cheap high. The cheap high is now in Virgo. People that can get shit done and be of service are being rewarded. 

This is causing a harsh and rude awakening for a majority of the adult male population. A crude way to describe the situation is to say that you should have figured out how to be Jesus, Buddha, or Muhammad by now my dudes, but if you haven’t, the free pass is gone. Virgo has much higher standards of predictability and purity. Jesus was quite Virgoan as well as Piscean. Now that God has left Leo, the darkness of Leo is fully on display worldwide.  God wants us to go elsewhere. 

What I say might sound sacrilegious or heretical but heretical only to the interpreters of the gospel. There is evidence for everything I’m describing in the bible. God works magical riddles into revealed works so as to make them appear as though they are not God to the dark. 

This is why masculinity is in crisis. But femininity is also in crisis as Leo energy innervates all genders. We have moved very sharply into a more androgynous, ordered, respectful, and plain world that values sustainability. 

This change is being actuated in our real world via smart phones. Smart phones are a tool of God. Because communicating through technology requires that I use a specific part of my self to complete the action. That part of myself is quite, quite Virgoan, and this is a universal adaptation. Technology is making Virgos of us all. 

But Virgo is a difficult sign and this will be a difficult transition, but the transition will happen. Donald Trump had the bad luck of betting everything on Leo being able to enthusiastically get out of everything right before the crash. Now he’s cheap and he knows it so he has to go full Machiavellian on the world. 

But in real world, microcosmic terms, the interaction of Leo and Virgo always follows a similar pattern. Leo is fiery hot to burn off the floods of Cancer. So Leo starts out as the savior, the person that leads the emotionally drained out of the confusion and into the light. Although normally associated with the sign of Pisces, Jesus was also very Leo like. He is known as the Lion of Judah and he was a leader, and preacher. Christianity celebrates on Sunday, and Leo is ruled by the Sun. The preacher archetype is quite Leonic in general. And fundamentally Leo corresponds to a literal person quite nicely. Jesus was the one who would have led a different humanity to all being angelic beings by 2011. This pattern is bigger than Jesus or Earth. It is a pattern of growth that is nearly universal.

The next 2,000 years on Earth will be dramatically different than the previous 2,000 years. The lions run amok must be curtailed. Humans who do not commit to a virtuous life of love, selfless service, and self-understanding will be brushed away. The first sweeping of the broom of the new reign of the Queen is covid. It is merely a raising of the bar by reality. Fewer accolades will be given for the same amount of effort. Now that we are beyond Leo, the mess has to be cleaned up.

The harvest has begun. The broom will sweep. The righteous will be made to live again. The saints will rise. The Earth has chosen love of other as her polarity. Those unbalanced toward self-interest and other-domination will not survive. Those who live in the light of rejoicing love and unity will rebuild the Earth in the image of the love and light of the one true creator God that is beyond all descriptions and categories. 

Praise to the creator that manages all things!

Amen

So mote it be

The High School of Love on Earth is changing into The University of Wisdom on Earth. Graduate or be held back!

Imagine yourself before you were born. Before we manifest on Earth, we might say “I really need to work on being more patient” as looking back at  your last incarnation, you see how rashness prevented growth. So as you exist outside of time, you work with the Earth angelic entities and they find an appropriate place of birth with an appropriate set of parents that will help you work on patience. You talk with the adversaries (the “evil” side of life) to ensure that you are motivated to meet your goal of growth in life.

But most of the actual realities, like the race of your parents, or your your family religion are quite randomly chosen. Earth is a procedurally generated lesson machine that works according to abstract goals and fills in the details with things that will work to join together all other souls using this virtual world as a school for growth.

We often hear of the importance of paying attention to the details in life, but more often the importance of life is in the patterns of details. Instead of focusing on the fine details of life, ask questions about the video game of life on Earth, such as “am I in a strategy game? Or an action game? Or a cooperative game?” If you needed work on personal agency and taking action, Earth might have said “ok I have warzone, poverty, and business conflict lives, which one do you want?” And if you choose warzone, it’s essentially the same purpose as the strife of poverty or hacking it out in the business world. The important thing is that you learn to take action. Then when your soul figures out the lesson, the video game level will lose its purpose and the action dominance of it will fade away.

Earth is a school, a tough one at that. Without adversaries there would be no drive to grow and evolve. Earth is constantly evolving to keep you stimulated and growing, so thinking that one can know exactly what will happen in the future is not realistic. If humanity decides to all wake up to the truths they came here to perceive and integrate, the whole reality of Earth would modulate and change.

We have been tasked with learning how to love and how to live in love for the last 75,000 years. That lesson is ending and the High School of Love on Earth is changing into a University of Wisdom on Earth. Those that refuse to learn and commit to love, will not come back to another life at the University of Wisdom. They will be “held back a grade” and will have to go to a different planet to do remedial work at another High School of Love. When Jesus, Muhammed, Siddhartha Gautama the Buddha, and others said that there would be a day of judgment at the end of history, they were talking about the High School of Love on Earth’s graduation day that we are living through. It is here, but there is nothing to fear. Yes, only the evolved and pure will make it through to the University of Wisdom, but if you’re held back in High School you’ll probably go to a planet that is way less crazy than Earth is right now. When planets shift from the High School of Love to becoming a University of Wisdom, there is often chaos all around. This is meant to drive people to wake up, but it can be very intense.

But remember, we get the reality that matches our internal evolved state. Unfortunately many of the means for evolving have been purposefully hidden behind the glitz, glamour, and distraction of materialistic life. But they exist. One can still evolve to graduate to the University of Wisdom and stay on Earth going forward. But when one becomes a University student, one can leave Earth and travel to other planets, so your “home planet” loses significance. It’s a bit like Earth in the TV show Star Trek. Earth in that future reality is in its University of Wisdom phase, and so many other alien lifeforms can also be here. When a planet is still a High School of Love, there is a ban on aliens interfering with student life (with some exceptions). It’s like the “prime directive” on Star Trek where the Star Fleet officers can only go to the surface of planets openly if the planet has achieved “warp drive.” This is a good metaphor for reality. When a planetary society learns selfless love to a sufficient degree, they achieve “warp drive” and can then be visited.

So really, the focus right now should be too just work on love. What is love exactly? Love is the understanding that we are all united and are all fingers on one hand, joined by a uniting palm and arm. You are God, I am God, we are God. When I love others, I am loving myself. When I hoard wealth I am hoarding it from others (myself). When I do not share, I am depriving others (myself). And when you learn this lesson, the fear will drop away. But our society does not represent this reality. It is still obsessed with the idea of separation. So in order for the Earth to move to equality and love, there will be shocks to the system like covid, Trump, climate change, and more. If we could wake up to the truth that God is in everyone and so everyone should be honored, the shocks would not be necessary. But, mechanically, these catalyzing forces will keep happening until we wake up. But that’s just what life on Earth does. Grow or be challenged to grow. The age of being able to not grow is over.

Thank you God for listening. Yes, I’m talking to you. ☺️

How to become an angel

When we are positive and other-centered we become angels in other people’s lives. Turning our hearts outward with trust and openness turns on our metaphysical Uber signal and the universe gives us deliveries and services to fulfill by bringing people to us. And when you are other-centered more than self-centered, you also get paid with the kindness of those to whom you have given.

When people talk about a leap of faith, often it is describing a leap into other-centeredness away from the cave of self. First, one must give without expectation of reward, trusting that the universe will pay you back because time is valuable. When we use an app on our phones to get food delivered, we trust that it will work. Life and it’s infinite synchronicities is logical in its own way, and fulfills orders and balances accounts. If you give, you will receive.

But, there’s a catch! It has to be authentically open and selfless on the inside too. If the outside doesn’t match the inside, you’ll just be wasting your time. There are means and methods for switching one’s polarity from self-centered to other-centered. These are variously known as religion and dogma.

Religion? What a load of crap you might say. Well yes, there’s a lot of manure in there to be sure. Many of the popular religious methods have been corrupted and will proclaim to switch you from self-centered to other-centered while merely just switching you into a more convoluted self-centeredness. An example would be the “selflessness” of extremist cults where one is made to think they are being selfless when they are being tribal and still massively worried about being “better than” as many people as possible.

Real selflessness is the death of the manipulating, deceiving Gollum self in the fires of the proverbial Mount Doom. Real selflessness understands that opening to others is power and peace and trust.

We know with quantum physics that awareness affects outcome. Our perception of reality changes reality. Our perception can be a giant love beam of sunlight that showers others with light, causing what we perceive to grow like plants under the sun. This is the power of real, selfless love. It is a practiced thing and it can get very weak if unused. Love atrophy is a real thing in 2021 let me tell you that for damn sure!

🎶All you need is love, da da dadadada All together now!🎶

Well you need self-interest balanced below other-interest to be more precise. But I’ll allow it John!

Be well and make love y’all.

What is Christ Consciousness and how do you find it?

There is a higher form of being available to humans that has been called Christ consciousness or Buddha mind, but most people do not experience it because their lives never fall apart. This is what the ancients meant when they said that one must first die to experience eternal life.

What does Christ consciousness feel like? It is peace in knowing that one has always been and will always be. Our bodies, minds, and spirits are merely energy, and energy can never be destroyed, only transmuted. This understanding can be seen just as you can see these words. One can touch the eternal absolute if one is able to strip away all falsehood and let the artifice of this confused life fall away.

Often death is our best friend, but we are taught to fight death with all of our obsessive might. Eventually our civilization will crumble as it is already starting to do so. This is because it is sick and needs to die. But death is only transformation. Even when you die the big death at the end of your human life, you will just become pure spirit and realize this human body was just a suit of clothing that had become tattered. I look forward to death as a great adventure, but I also know that on Earth there is a great opportunity to do spiritual work that cannot be done anywhere else. This work must be done and if one decides to avoid the hard work of persevering on Earth, one will return for another go.

These words are not meant to make you enlightened or automatically give you Christ consciousness. They are just my story, an affirmation that it is possible. Words, no matter how eloquent, cannot hold the truth of the eternal divine reality. That truth must be energetically received directly from spirit. Words are crude tools, like a computer modem from 1992 trying to download a Blu-Ray movie. There is a broadband connection in your being that can download high resolution movies straight from God’s movie studio. But most people put their attention on language or other tools, missing the tool that gets installed at birth: the third eye visionary complex in our mind.

Countless humans run around saying that they have seen God when really they have only seen an extremely low-resolution animated GIF they downloaded on their modem from 1992. If only they could see the high resolution version. How does one know if they have witnessed the true being of the infinite divine? When you see it you realize the stupidity of words; you see how words try to fit an ocean in a teacup. After this, one loses the seeking desperation and realizes there is nowhere to escape to and nothing to find. Fear ceases to be a real concept as time is seen to be not real. A sense of peace pervades one’s being and one realizes that love is the only answer and other humans are the closest thing to God around, even when they are stuck in delusion.

May you have a day of peace. If you choose love and acceptance over control and domination, your life will change accordingly. It might not change overnight, but love attracts love like a magnet. Our collective magnet has been polarized to control and domination, and so we have a world of control and domination. Even if the world is a bubble of fearful control, separation, and domination, if one polarizes one’s internal magnet to acceptance, love, and joy, a bubble of love will surround you. If you continue creating this bubble of love and acceptance, one day you will be a star, for a star is pure love and light.

But love is fundamental. Fear and control is a setting that can work to provide order, so it appears to be an option. There is divinity in the light AND the dark. A world without shadows has no substance. But we can move towards the darkness or the light. I have seen the darkness. It is lonely and stressful and requires one to constantly manipulate others, so I choose the light. But it is a path, not an end. Darkness dwells within us all here on Earth. And darkness is God as well, so it is deserving of our light and love.

Notes on Change

In the long run, we get what we expect for ourselves. If we put qualities of life in a basket marked “Impossible,” they will never arise. We throw happy and peaceful and harmonious in the basket, laughing cynically at those who still believe in such ridiculous concepts. In this way, we forget our birthright: our nobility and our infinitude. We delude ourselves of our potential and label the rocket engines beneath us as mere chairs to sit on. A sapling of a Redwood tree is a giant tree in potentia. We are all the highest high, in potentia. But zombified and shameful we limp wanderingly into the desert of the predictable, the deadlands of “not possible,” substituting resentment for fulfillment.

Change is possible although nearly illegal, so it is understandable that people don’t believe they have the power to transform their lives by mere thought. But I have and continue to do so. There is a process for doing so, but it can be difficult to understand and can take years or decades to achieve. If one does not believe in life after death, there seems little point to attempting dramatic and fundamental changes that require obsessive dedication and self-sacrifice.

Death is not what most modern humans believe it is. This world is the dream and we return to the real world upon death. After death, we will wake up, remembering our true nature and our last memory before we were born on Earth. We will remember what our mission was on Earth and we will compare our intentions for this life to what we actually achieved. If we did not fully live out our character on Earth, we will come back to Earth or a similar planet to try again. The lesson must be learned.

When one finally arrives at the truth, we see that it is very simple. So simple is it that trying to explain it to others seems like quite the confused affair. Poetry and music seem to do it best, so I’m a songwriter. I’ve published quite a bit of material and am playing a show this coming Sunday. I don’t know that truth can be easily transmitted in an essay. It must be seen in the monitor of one’s third eye or felt in one’s heart. It can be transmitted by resonance though. One can behave in resonance with divine truth and others can possibly align their being with the resonating frequency they are perceiving from the divinely inspired individual.

Imagine you were never born
Imagine you will never die
Imagine that you chose to be exactly where you are
Imagine you are God
Merely become what you desire

There seem to be only two choices of understanding: the choice to see that one has choice or the apathetic slavery to instinct.

How to graduate to the next level, on Earth or another planet, with joy and ease

To start out this short guide, let me back up and tell you a little about my history. I created ZeroNom in 2016 to try to deal with some difficult thoughts I was having while living in a culture quite opposed to the idea that there are worlds and beings beyond what we can sense or measure. But these kinds of thoughts have been emblematic of my experience since I manifested in a human body as a child, so long, long ago. I love getting older.

I suppose I am what’s called a visionary, an artist, a mystic, or something like that, but I have also been labeled a reject, a drug addict, and a freak. From a young age I’ve dealt with unexplainable experiences and sensitivities. So, ever the daring explorer and sometime chaos machine, I went on a journey of inner and outer possibilities.

I have changed in many ways from the person I was when I started off in search of truth, God, love, peace, etc. What I’ve learned, paradoxically, is that those things are not “found,” they actually manifest when we become comfortable never reaching, never ending, or never finding. Only after accepting my own eternal and infinite nature could I see that there is nowhere to run to and nowhere to escape to, for everything is one and united. In the absence of the madness of craving and seeking, love flowers on the soil of peace. We are only separated from God in concept. Returning to the kingdom of heaven is a self-resurrection of awareness and belief. And it can be accomplished now!

I do think that I am special, in that I have a different vibration than most people I’ve met on this planet. But that does not mean I’m unique or superior. I am an advanced student, but when I graduate from the high school of Earth to the university of whatever’s next, I’ll be on the bottom of again. This is the great cosmic way: growing, dying, growing, dying, growing, dying, growing…

Within the illusion of Earth, the energy here is confused because it has become so condensed into matter. The energy thinks itself to be static and fixed. But everything is energy. Matter is crystallized energy as we all know and accept thanks to Albert Einstein’s theory of relativity. We are walking, talking, vibrating crystals of condensed light. We are in the enormously compacted, larval state of our future butterfly reality.

Anyway, to change the subject just a bit, the end is here. Dun dun dun! I mean, look around, it’s slightly obvious. Earth has changed, and the new order is being established. Many who are first will be last. Many who are last will be first. If you can agree with most of Jesus Christ’s sermon on the mount, you can stay on Earth and live in relative paradise. Commit thyself to the service of the light and love and service. Or commit yourself to the dark path of control and separation. There is power in the dark just as there is in the light, but the dark path requires that one love only oneself above all others to a maniacal degree. If you wish to live in service to the self, but do not commit to absolute self-service, you will be placed on another Earth-like planet to retake this grade. It is not a penalty, there is just a sorting mechanism to the universe which places you in the body and on the planet you need right now.

But regardless of this metaphysical stuff, relax and know that love persists always. When you graduate to the next level, you very well might look back to Earth and miss this place, even with all of its extremes. Learning to love reality no matter where you are is the magic lesson that will get you sorted into an existence with other loving people, on Earth or any other place, in this life or the next. Rejoice and be glad! The light will shine on you regardless of your faith. But you can escape this lower density reality with a commitment to serving the other entities living in it!

I am the Sun

There is love in every moment
You are a multiplicity of eyes
Each seeing its own truth
knowing not
that consciousness is a blend
thinking it to be a varietal
You see that
It’s a seven thing
The eight eyes of awareness
Watching
Sensing
always forever
Amen

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What I’ve learned and how I’ve attempted to grow in the light since touching infinity on Solstice 2020

Hello reader(s)! I greet you in the light and love of the infinite creator. I’ve been going through a shift of gears since December of 2020, trying to crystallize new transmissions and experiences in a receptive manner. I suppose it might be Saturn passing through Aquarius that has called me to step back from writing, but regardless I have slowed down my posting quite a bit.

However, personally I have gone through remarkable transformations since solstice of last year. It seems as though I have experienced infinite intelligence and therefore see the world from an inside out perspective. This has troubled me, but I believe that I understand now after much research what has happened.

In my attempts to reach the light, the Creator, the source, I have come to see that there is no such thing as I; there is only the infinity, boundless and unified. Therefore much of my self-oriented behaviors and patterns have come under scrutiny, as they no longer appear as vital or productive as they once seemed. I know also that I’ve had to choose between the light and its infinite Glory and the delusion of separate self, in an actual way not a theoretical way.

I suppose the simple way of saying what has happened is that my personal energetic balance was called into question after experiencing Infinity, so I have had to rebalance and focus heavily on love, openness, sobriety, and simplicity. Through the grace of the infinite light, I have been healed of my delusion created illusionary complexes, like the physical health limitations that I once believed to be incurable. Much of this healing was done in the simple understanding that there are no limitations, so I can go to find whatever healer I need to facilitate balance, be it a doctor, a Naturopath, a chiropractor, or a yoga instructor.

I have spent much time on this blog writing inefficiently and negatively in the past, even when I thought I was being positive. And so my hiatus has allowed me to slow down and analyze my habits, to discard those that are deleterious to my thriving. Also, these negative, self-limiting habits and assumptions have made me a target to nefarious, oppositely oriented entities, who wish to disrupt my light in order to gain the power of dominance over me. I send any beings of negative polarity the love and light of the infinite creator, so that they may see beyond the delusion of separation and ultimately the delusion of polarity. Love and light shine on the light and the dark, so I must drop my shield and replace it with glowing light and prayerful love.

That being said, I have learned from excellent teachers to pull the weeds of resentment and anger from the garden of my soul. Each day is a new challenge, and I pray that the light will watch over me and any of my readers who are seeking to grow in the light.

May you have light, love, wisdom, and infinity, so that you can realize that within each of us is an infinite piece of the light, just as valuable as the totality, and so we are all one. We are only separate in the delusionary game of 3rd density Earth, which is rapidly dying to give birth to the Earth of love, light, and compassion. Be joyful in the dharma, the way, the path, the sangha, the Buddha, the Christ, the prophets, the angels, and the one true God. Acceptance is the way.

Much love and light to you.

Why trying to be a spiritual teacher was not the way

I wanted to be a spiritual teacher but I thought I could be that while still being guarded and separate. Now I think I see that the best way to be a spiritual teacher is just to be open and loving to everyone I meet, and the universe will do the rest. Delusion is very cunning, and I still cling to selfish habits. I’m so grateful for my teachers who are often just random people that I encounter. Sure I’ve learned from Jesus, Buddha, etc. I’ve probably learned more by just following synchronicities. God is in everyone I meet, my enemies and my friends, often especially my “enemies.”

I’m grateful that you have read my words, and may you experience love today.

How my brain gets high on anger and how I escape the spiral of compulsive negative thinking

I’m convinced that being self-denigrating is a drug. “I suck” “Everything is awful” “I hate myself” etc are statements founded in anger, and anger has been shown to release adrenaline, dopamine, and endorphins which can give us a physical high. As a culture, we think that being angry and resentful is caused by external factors, but often this might be psychological projection of internal causes onto external objects. We sit and stew in our anger while reading internet posts and news stories that feed that anger by repeating the narrative that we are threatened. Someone like Donald Trump becomes a drug dealer with each tweet releasing feel good chemicals into the brains of readers. The scarier the imaginary monsters in the post, the more feel good chemicals are released.

I say all this because I am an anger junkie myself. My imagination is capable of formulating limitless scenarios which trigger me again and again. For me, this leads to addiction to substances. And the only way I’ve been able to get away from compulsively using substances is with psychological detachment I’ve learned from Taoism and Buddhism, self-reflection, and also with support groups where individuals purposely avoid those feel good chemical inducing states of mind.

I had to wake up to the fact that when I really examined my life and the things that have happened to me, yes painful things have happened, but from a young age I became identified with being viciously angry at the world and at myself. This snowball of rage culminated in repeated suicide attempts where I came within hours of dying. Something flipped five years ago. I saw the anger as sad and immature in a flash as I lay dying, while paramedics pulled me back from death.

Because of the limitless ability of the internet to manufacture rage and resentment, I believe we are quickly racing to the edge of sanity, where we will be forced to acknowledge that a union of peaceful stability and selfless love is the only way forward. Or we will go out like any low bottom junkie, lost in a dissociated haze of highs and withdrawal as our civilization crumbles. The human mind was not designed for the internet or even for books. Our addiction to negative, imaginary threats is accelerating to the point that we cannot manage our lives. Reaching the end of this exponential growth curve is the apocalypse, the second coming, or the fabled eschaton.

I don’t know the details of how this will happen. But speaking from experience as a recovering addict to negative states of mind, I can see the zombie like behavior in my peers. Our gadgets and social media are powerful drug-inducing devices. I have trouble myself not indulging in this kind of high.

But I admit daily that without help from a power greater than myself, I cannot manage my life. And I network with other people who choose not to push the button in their brains with negative and imaginary thoughts. I have to be vigilant over my behavior because I swam in pools of rage and resentment, purposefully triggering myself with thoughts of danger, doom, lack, and hatred for self and other. I was led out of this state by a spirit within me that continually told me that I still had hatred for God and myself within me. Finally, in a shamanic possession by the spirit of Neptune I was told that “being critical of other humans is the cause of misery.” I see now that only positive support of self and other can heal myself and our society.

In this way, one must love one’s enemy as oneself. One must abandon all angry criticism of self and other. And one must positively support fellow humans while also abstaining from reacting to the bait of the angry criticism from those still stuck in the compulsive trap of anger. Love is the only answer to our problems. But when we see anger and resentment as illogical and self-defeating we can enter a new state of peaceful joy and contentment. Is this easy? No. I was given every “legitimate” reason to be angry and loathing. I see now that this is my fate. Now that I am overcoming my delusion of legitimate anger by abandoning all self-pity, I can see how everyone can achieve this.

But really, “I” don’t achieve this. We achieve this. I surrender daily to the God of my understanding. Do I still feel pain? Yes! I have a chronic pain disorder that will randomly subject me to debilitating stings of pain. But I feel the pain and leave it at that. I still have to use my processes of therapy and structured social groups to address and free old pains and resentments from my mind and body. But each day has less and less residue of resentment. The pain of life remains. But now joy and peace are slowly eclipsing the pain of everyday life.

The schedule of the coming revolutionary cycle

April to July of 2023 is the beginning of the end of obscene, individual wealth and power. There is a 248 year cycle ending, and the last time this cycle was where it will be in 2023, the French were guillotine happy and the Americans were dethroning mad king George. Global revolution is coming. I hope the rich enjoy it while it lasts.

After July 2023, the powerful will push back the tide of revolution, but in January of 2024, the rich will begin to fully crumble, and the people will reign again.

But the wheel goes round and round as the dog of time chases its tail.

A story about a roller-coaster called separate self

Some thoughts I’ve been channeling lately:

It seems to me that life is a roller coaster, and the only way off of the roller-coaster is to realize that it never ends, and it goes for all eternity. If I can see that I am eternal and infinite, there ceases to be an “I” and just an “All” exists.

But this roller coaster is sneaky and sticky AF. In talking about it, I’ve committed myself to another ride on the imaginary roller-coaster. Posting about spirituality is part of the roller-coaster.

Waking to what Buddhists call Nirvana, is realizing it is a dream, choosing to unreact as the coaster goes UP and DOWN. Each day we might say “the roller-coaster that is the delusion of a separate self is not worth my attention, I’ll just focus on love and service and act as if all things are an eternal and infinite One” And each day we do this, it is like a little bit of a tall mountain is eroded by rainfall. When the mountain is gone, we awaken to blissful unity.

In practical terms, I cling to things like drugs, alcohol, food, sex, and more, thinking that they help me ride the roller coaster. After countless lives, the drugs, alcohol, food, sex, and more actually have created the roller coaster in the first place, not the other way around. It is only in backing out of this delusion that freedom is found.

But the delusion is not evil. It’s just a game. The lonely All splits into countless “separate” beings like a game of cosmic peek-a-boo. Hi there reader named All, this is the writer named All, *wink wink*

Haha. Weeeeeeee!! 🎢🤣