Tag: heaven


I had a vision that I went to heaven
and there were no white people there
well maybe a couple
but mostly just lots and lots of black people
and I don’t know where I really was
I might have been seeing my own subconscious mind
or I might have really been there
but something about it rang true
I would not be shocked if there were only a few white folks
in heaven
not in the least

A Few Words

God gave you a left hand and a right hand. On one side there are things that happen to you and you’re the victim or receptive or yin. On the other side, you are the actor, the thinker, the yang. You can’t reduce it to one. It’s both, well at least both. I’m not that smart enough to know how many hands reality has. But you can’t say that you’re a total victim, and you can’t say that you’re a total egotistical controller. We’re all both in varying degrees. So can we please meet in the center? Can we have a mosh pit of love and understanding. I know that some people are “unrelatable” but people change. I used to be a frothing right winger. I grew up. Let’s all stop being total know-it-alls that are completely convinced that the other side is wrong. Certainty is poison. There is no certainty in a complicated system of oppositional actors. Humility, Please?!
By the way, WTF is wrong with you Donald Trump. I’m talking to you as one of those horrible trannies that you want to cleanse out of the military. (BTW, only we can say tranny. Don’t fucking say it if you’re not a tranny.) Grow the fuck up motherfucker! Simmer down my brother. You’re not fucking Christ. Lord. The amount of intellectual certainty in this budding Aquarian Age is just too much. Yeah, we kind of know things because of science, but science is wrong every day.
OK I feel better. It’s such a fucking disaster. Center. Breath. Ground. Know that you’re a dumb ass ape. Life is work.
I’m drunk, but hey, I can write a few words.

Be a child of love. Be helpless. Be real. Be free.

“Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.” Some weird middle eastern homeless refugee said that. You descend to this world as a child. Children are closer to the source, God, the light. This world uses karma to grab onto these children and greedily tries to keep them here. But you must let that karma have your body. And then you will be like a child, and you will go back to the source. You must embrace death, and give it your love. I have been blessed with pain and exclusion from society. God chose me to go on my shamanic journey, and to do so, I had to be kicked out. I was born with a statistically different gender expression, and this helped me to see what is real. Then I was given visions and possessions and strange abilities. I have been spoon fed back into the kingdom.

Now I am like a weird American sometimes homeless gender refugee. And I am deeply blessed. My heart vibrates with deep peace. The water of the spirit has baptized me. I have returned to the garden. I will give this body to the world someday. But for now, I shine the lamp in my forehead, and I continue walking, through the pain, fear, and “misfortune.” I will not die, because I was never born. I just became infatuated with illusion, and this world manifested. Now I am infatuated with God, and its world is manifesting again. But it is all really just God, or me, or both, or whatever? Who cares. I know where I’m going, which is nowhere. Ha! 🙂

Om Mani Padme Hum
The world is only really love

The New World and the Water Bearer

Heaven is here. Heaven is coming. A new world is being created. It will not be like this world. You will not have to fight amongst each other for your life energy. That is the cruel reality of this world, the fallen world. This world is cannibalistic. The new world will be powered by inner radiation from God. You will be able to think of any situation, and it will arise. This is already happening more strongly as the two worlds split apart. Your intention plus your cosmic God energy will power your existence. It will be different. This world is rapidly degrading as energy is being shifted to the new world. I am a bridge to that new world. I can help you to go there.

In the Gospel of Mark it is written that “So He sent two of His disciples and told them, “Go into the city, and a man carrying a pitcher of water will meet you. Follow him and whichever house he enters, say to the owner, ‘The Teacher asks: Where is My guest room, where I may eat the Passover with My disciples?’ And he will show you a large upper room, furnished and ready. Make preparations for us there.”

This is a cryptic reference to two things. First it is a reference to the sign of Aquarius which is illustrated as a man carrying a pitcher of water. In the time of the gospels, the world was still in the Age of Pisces. I won’t go into a full astrology lesson here, but we have moved into the Age of Aquarius. Also, when he says that “he will show you a large upper room, furnished and ready” this is the new world that is being created at present. My birth name is important as it means Aquarius in another language. I do not know everything at present, but I am aware that I am important in this change. I am learning through my teachers. But I have seen this world. I am a vessel. I am a passage. I needn’t know every detail at present. The link is established through my consciousness. Focus on the new Earth, and you will go there. Focus on this Earth, and you will stay here.